The darkest day

The darkness that lays in society often sits quiet; their is no forewarning of a tragedy. It does not announce itself; it comes from nowhere. That day in Connecticut must have started out as it always did; families waking up getting their kids ready for school; breakfast and coffee smiles and tantrums. I don’t think…

That Sunday feeling

On the bus home after a rather uneventful day at work; fake plastic trees by radiohead bangs away in my ears: the semi packed 90 bus to northholt; the smell of alcohol evident it flows through the air. The faint cold filters through the open windows on the bus. As I try to will the…

Dreams Fall Like Snowflakes

Oscar Wilde once said  “Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world.”  We all dream of a life where we are content and happy; I’m not talking about dreams of…

Life please F**k off

Well I sit here grasping a cold can of pepsi Max; wielding a kind of madness that can only end badly; As you could say today is just not my day. my laptop deciding to do die on me. Not only can I not do anything I needed to do. At work and can’t do or watch…

A Personal Connection: A prelude

There is this underlying sadness that runs through me; a heart that knows no bounds; a socially awkward soul that stumbles around like a lost lamb. Sometimes I ponder at how we actually become who we are? Not talking about the meaning of life or if God exists. No I’m talking about as a person;…

The Death Of Thought

Pranks that go wrong; it’s an old story isn’t it. But the recent phone prank from an Australian radio show to the hospital where Katie was staying in. Has gone terribly wrong. In saying that I must confess that before I heard the poor nurse killed herself. I had thought how stupid this all was getting all upset over…

Retrospective: Prelude to a review of 2012

Well it feels as if 2012 had only just been born; with 2011 quickly fading to past tense. And we find ourselves nearing the end of 2012. Suppose why your wondering why I’m doing an review of the year this early in December? Well you never know I may not be capable of writing one…