The many voices of Me

I stand at the edge; this isn’t the same man that only moments ago sat with tears and uncertainty. Not the same man that felt so unsure and bewildered by time. No this man who felt assured and collective. This man who now holds the correct thoughts for the subject at hand. Decisions need to…

My Confused Heart

I sit here in the early hours of the morning as the call to prayer scatters through the air like the mist; The sound of car horns; and the silent movement of people gathering themselves. Cairo is generally quiet at this time. The calm before the storm you could say. Today my heart will only…

Meltdowns and Breakdowns

If you saw me now you will probably notice the slight angst in my eyes; the unnerving rattle in my body. An inability to sit still or concentrate. My life seems to be in a state of evolution; From Pupa to Chrysalis or the other way round who knows? my perception of life continually shifting depending…

A Sense of Depression [A prelude to sorrow]

The world echoes through a certain criteria; a criteria a kind of timetable your born grow up go to school…. collage…. university…. job…. wife…. kids = happiness. I’ve always had this underlying sadness that breathes through my soul; this innate feeling a life that paints a worthless picture. That feeling that I don’t amount to…